my new spektarcurles

my new spektarcurles are weri weri kewlxx lehRrs

lol that is damn gross lulz. I mean. THE LANGUAGE.
i cannot believe my sister is speaking in such a 'fashion'.
fashion disaster to be exact.
there are many many more horror facts about her.

wah sian i keep typing stuff, then delete, then stop, think what to write, then stop, think somemore, then type crap.

ARGH shoe sale today waste of time, US is still the best, got everything and anything,
even love. hahahahah.

promos came out on alpha male, sean and i laughed our asses off. NADAN, topic for examination, damn funny sia.

okok serious
never study for a few days liao
promos next week
must feeeel good

EPIC YAY
EXAMS FTW!

eee sound damn fake
okok try again

must jiayou for exams!
because if you don't get 4As, your precious won't take you out for dinner
then you won't be good enough to talk to your H3 friend leh.

eee sound so demoralizing,
okok try again again

conscience:mug la.

OKAY!:D

me: okay la feel a bit better now.
conscience: you better. promos coming liao still slack, just now still watch your favourite cartoon cos they starring in a movie.
me: but it was damn good lor.
conscience: but you fell asleep for 10 minutes
me: it was ads! I din know the cartoon started!
conscience: and now you waste time, well not now, but ALL THE TIME you think about ------
me: NEVER LOR. not ALL THE TIME anyway;p
conscience: most of the time, which you should be spending doing productive things, id est, WORK.
me: YA i feel MOTIVATED TO WORK NOW
conscience: ya i see you just signed off msn, so much for not going online until after promos.
me: weekend, go online a while, daph say must update cca records, and ask my friend where to buy webcam in plaza sing ma.
conscience: ok lah ok lah, but must study efficiently okay! what if you don't get 4As huh.
me: then no dinner lor. but worse is): no As. Haiz.
conscience: then what are you still doing here. faster go wash up and study. clean clean.
me: yes yes. I like having a strict harsh fierce conscience, keeps me motivated.
conscience. hm. go. now.

thank you

thank you for the friendship you've given me

for the song you posted for me

will love you always.

always.



hongyee study for prelims you everytime sleep slack watch anime and god knows wat else

anyway the 3g call was fantabulous thx for the little tour round your house AND YOUR LIL SIS looks exactly like you lah poor thing hahahahah. JK lah.

rox ons bro.

did i mention today i went cchms, saw his ex. Okay lah she quite chio, was telling hiany<3 but then he don't believe he say she cfm not chio one wtf lah say our bro ex until liddat. our bro so manly she sure chio to pei4 him lor.

wasted the who day today, so much for studying, not in the mood. naruto-ed, burnt cd for mummy, hibernated, dinner, text precious and hongyee, laptop, hibernate.
highly unproductive life.
will get back on track since promos are not over.
he promsied me a dinner date if i get 4As-.- so not getting that date lar. lulz.

llk, long time never talk to him liao. he talk to me on msn but my com dno why keep auto sign in. today 3rd day i not using msn liao happy happy i go sms reply him ciao~

timo still smoking sianz pray he stop sooooon:D

knn

knn for some reason i can never remb my blog pwrd? and today i told jiani anan cihui jialin and jingwen my blog url-.-

yesyes i know it's a stupid thing to do considering why I ONCE WANTED TO KEEP THIS BLOG A LITLE SECRET but jingwen's comment on,
"why you got a lot of secret to hide inside ah" JUST MADE ME SAY WELL IT'S THE LIVEJOURNAL URL BUT JUST SWITCH THE WORD 'LIVEJOURNAL' TO 'BLOGSPOT'

chen updated his blog oh happiness!:D oh yeah that's why it's called voh right; i mean, illusionaryfountain.

sigh, I failed econs test, and angmoh got so much higher than me somemore, I am very ashamed of myself, regardless of any hardwork or intellect I once possessed, I am now defined as stupid, dumb and dumber.

my end is in sight.
I will close my eyes and await death.
the cold sweeping over me, desecrating my lips as my soul is sucked out.
I have no fear to speak of.
I merely wait.

/edit

do you remember that short-lived romance we shared
the one that we'll talk through the nights
though you were a million miles away

tonight you came back into my life again
for that brief moment i sat behind my computer screen and cried
but when I fast forward-ed back into reality
I knew things between us could never be the same again

whenever he was never there for me
god seemed to send you here
to magically reappear in front of me
this is the second time

I wish there would be a third
a fourth, and a fifth
but it'll mean giving him up for you.

It took time to forget you, the happiness you brought
but sometimes I think back,
and when a rude little smack sends me flying back into reality (again)
I wish our fairytale never ended.


/and when I thought I had stopped loving you, my heart told me otherwise.

chao sianz

today kevin and hy ask me why never update my blog lol
apparently i onli tell hy i change blog url, so kevin din know still go my livejournal lolololol hi kevin

this is chao sianz.
i am unhappy
i am mugging
unhappy =/= mugging
mugging =/= unhappy

i am just, unhappy.

thx vernon for bringing me to the mrt today:D i always lose my way. hahah.
he was damn funny
at every opportunity he got, he will whine about how he wants to pass gp for promos and it'll be good enough
then when mr tong was saying "do men feel that women are sex objects?"
vernon whispers a YES YES
i glared at him, then he still smile at me and nod his head.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

rubbish filled life.