this is like,a secret blog since it's password encoded.it's darn easy to find the password esp if your com's slow as a coach,but yessssss it's easy.

and it's not really a secret,because well.baby and hongyee know the password!:Dbut other than that,it's a secret.

I still have that,crummy sea waves thingy feeling.I'm like floating,even though I'm sitting down.My brain feels crummified.

ACK pt tmr,I checked 3 websites and asked mummy and likai and they said it won't rain in the morning only in the afternoon.

I miss baby already,and I saw him 3 hours ago?CLOSE TO 4 ALREADY):rahh he hurt his finger today and I put a plaster on it:]He should buy those with cute dinosaurs on it then I can twirl it round his thumb and give it a big kiss then he'll feel all better:]

His ph has a pink silicon cover:DI finished bowling with nikky then walked past the ph shop.Lucky I stopped:DFound him the cute pink cover:DI think baby isn't really happy about it but T.T it's pink.Baby don't take it out okay!:D

omg the keyboard just floated in front of me.My eyes are playing tricks on me I must be rly tired and THERE IS PT TMR.

I am as red as a lobster and today was a horrid day.Claire and Yuhsuan lost their bags when we were out at sentosa.It was a pretty much -------------<-neutral kind of day until the end when it really sucked cos they din have clothes to change into and they lost A LOT OF VALUABLES.I'm thinking of getting the new moon book for claire and something for yuhsuan too.Sigh.Poor girls I really feel darn bad the day had to end like that.

The kayaking and blue monster machine thing were cool though:DMy face is allll red now:DI think the girls should be fine since they applied sun block every few hours-.-Oh wells.I like my sunburn it's funny.It hurts when I touch it.*pokes*

Chery din want her rebonded hair to touch the water so she pretty much stayed close to the shore the entire time,but I think she still got a rather sad burn):Poor girl.Frafra too,esp since she's so white.And happen the 3 of us had our bags with us,thank god those crummy idiots din take away everything,but I hope we can chip in to buy stuff for the 2 girls,make everyone feel a little happier.

I miss baby he's at a sleepover baby loves me.:l I hope.He tells me he does,but rahh.I don't get that warm fuzzy feeling anymore.He's going to play soccer tmr morning I hope he'll be fine he hasn't been feeling well for the past few days.Can't wait to see him tmr.lovelove.

HI HONGYEE I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS.YOU STALKER.TEXT ME WHEN YOU SEE THIS HOR.YOU MUST UPDATE ME WITH THE GOOD STUFF.LIKAIE HAS BEEN UPDATING ME WITH LULZED EVENTS.HAPPY TO KNOW YOUR A LEVELS ARE OVER HAPPY F**PING WITH TIANYING.:D

I love you.
I mean it.

hellobaby.

babyloveeeeeeeee.

don't think of a nick of me because it reminds me of myself when I wanted to think up of a nick for him,and he told me the exact same thing I told you.

/edit

omg this is epic.


/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
OH YAH HOR
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
ZHAR BOR DAMN SAD
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
MUST
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
GO
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
YUCK
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
FINALLY YOU ACKNOWLEDGE ME AS ZHARBOR.
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
DISGUSTING
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
NO I AM
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
ya
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
JUST THINKING OF
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
ZHAR BOR IN GENERA:
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
but
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
at least ur toilets the seats
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
generally clean pls
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
i lay layers of toilet paper on the toilet seats
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
NO
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
guys' toilet the
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
some idiots
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
pee on it
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
*censor*
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
HUH LOL
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
cannot aim
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
SOME
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
ZHAR BOR
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
even without dick also cannot aim
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
PEE ON THE SEATS?
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
YA
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
THAT IS DAMN POOR AIM
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
YAAAAA
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
DAMN DISGUSTING
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
I THOUGHT CAN USE
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
FINGERS
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
LIKE KIAP LIDDAT
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
TO AIM ONE
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
HUH
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
omg
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
YAH
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
i'm posting this on my blog
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
funny like hell
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
wtf u got a blog
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
KIAP your head lah
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
it is true la wtf u
lynette. yvip anyone? yay nikky welcome home : D says:
no one KIAPS it
/ɛə,fɛə'dün/ A homemade supercomputer cluster of PS3s is a chick magnet. says:
are a man so u dunno

/edit.
mao was supposed to come over today to fix lappie,commy has a problem too):And he wanted to bring me out to expo food fair or something,but ARGH gastric flu hahaha.Anyway hor,maobitch also has gastric flu,don't think we can taste much food even if we go.

YVIP email has arrived.It's time to serve the community.Sometimes,the thing I dislike about such stuff are ice-breakers.Like,just break the ice while helping out and doing our stuff lah,why must,spend time breaking ice and knowing each other better.I don't know about others but ice breaking usually just hi hi see a friend stick w that friend for the ice-breaking period and then we'll probably find another friend we'll be much closer to through the activites then it's just bye to the ice-breaker friend already.Quite lulz,really.I wonder who's my faci,I was asking eunice if I could be on her team,would make things much more fun for me too,since I'd know someone firsthand,things wouldn't be so awkward.Oh well.We'll see,supposed to meet at tkss next saturday!Pity I can't attend the whole camp nor the whole activity since I have to go overseas:/

Just a little something,maybe if I asked you again,you would have chosen to forget,again.Maybe I should just have let you forget,and life would be easier for you.So tired of guessing,really.Maybe if you forgot,then you wouldn't have remembered that you told me you regretted talking to me.Maybe if you forgot,I'd forget too,and I wouldn't have remembered how much those words hurt me,and how yesterday's argument hurt as much.You'd lose my love,gained back as much friendship,and I wouldn't lose anything.None at all.

end-edit.ended-it.

I wouldn't call it an argument but it sucked to have that conversation.Baby's acting up again.I know he's serious about stuff like that but he doesn't trust me just cos of what I typed?I know it's what I do,not what I say that matters but urrgh sometimes he drives me up the wall.

I really wanted to forget him and stuff cos it bugs me that he told me he regretted telling me stuff in the past,even regretted talking to me.I don't know how much I matter to him.Then when he said he wanted to forget everything,I realized that maybe all this time I didn't want to forget him?It's more like,I'm getting tired.I can't figure out what he wants;I can't even figure out what I want.

Just cos I have close guy friends he doesn't like it?Okayyy I REALLY don't get that.

And I've got this intense dislike for his ex for making him like this.She sucks to the core ya?You made him the happiest man for 9 months and you broke him for 2 years.This isn't how you love someone.If you had plans to play(when omg please you have NO LOOKS) then pick someone else?I can't believed you broke my baby's heart.When baby told me you weren't chio I was expecting a little less than what I saw,cos baby's definition of not chio is quite lulz,but I thank the gods for keeping me breathing when I scanned through her profile.

BUT this was damn epic when I saw her photos I was like,okay I think it's this girl,not this or that,definitely not the centre one cos she's =.=.The girls she took photos w were rather sweet looking,then come out this EPIC face,who turns out to be the one who hurt baby.Like seriously man,he loved you for something,or maybe everything,even your flaws whereby one of them was definitely about your looks.Looks din matter to him but apparently your heart is as ugly as your face.And while baby loved everything about you you let him down.stupid chingchongcheenapok.Anyway baby did love her.

There's definitely something about her that I don't have since baby doesn't love me,so there has to be some X factor(s) that make her absolutely fantabulous in baby's eyes.She must be good,somewhere.That's why *I quote maomao*, HE LOVE HER LONG LONG TIME DESU.Okay I better stop bitching about her lest baby gets unhappy when he finds out.

down with gastric flu,perhaps that's why I tend to whine more than usual.My tummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.*mumbles*I can't smell or taste anything either,nose blocked,feeling sleepy eyes hurt.I almost even ate soap when I was showering just now.ACK.

I think I have to start studying today.I haven't done anything since promos ended.I'm feeling hungry now.:/

Yesterday's outing w yuhsuan and gang was great omg.Except towards the end when I almost died cos I drank one whole litre of orange juice (I couldn't find bandung what was I to do.):)And I met jay!Or rather,he noticed me first cos I was rather depressed Icouldn't find bandung and he was like,LYNETTE!Hahah.FELLOW NOOGLER we were high-fiving,and I think peiyan who accompanied me to find bandung didn't get half of what we said hahahah.

I fell asleep on the way home,and thankfully I din miss my stop.:DI'm a smart smart girl.Okay baby's having his exam now.I wanted to go to school to put his book in his locker and pass hongyee the money I owe him but I think I'm a tad too sick to leave the house right now.I can't even walk straight,though my typing speed hasn't slowed down at all whoo I really am smart!

okay self-praise international disgrace.I'm off to study till I fall asleep.MAOMAO where are you my computer isn't working and you aren't replying me):Oh well.

Can't wait for more psp games to come out I'm bored of those that I have alr.

men are sickening creatures.
little exception to man.he's a self-proclaimed whore,different.
besides,I owe him big time for rescuing my lappie and psp.
BIG TIME.
thanks mao.I hope you enjoyed my fantabulous campbell chicken soup cooking today.

okay next up.
I am annoyed like hell.
bye.

how is it when you love someone and that someone loves you back,things don't come out the way you want them to?

how is it feelings fadeaway.

Some leave it to fate,some leave it to the gods.I leave it alone.=)

back to I&R.

I read your blog and I cannot help but fall (back hopelessly in love?) with you just for that instant.Maybe it's your english,maybe it's your feelings.Maybe it's just you.

I feel so alone.Life without friends (nikky), life without you.Just when I thought I didn't care anymore,I turn and look back,just for one damn second,and feelings for you surge back.What's that word?Engulf?Yes that's it.It engulfs my heart,my eyes are blinded by so-called love,and I'm back to square one.

Just when I thought things were as clear as day,feelings sure as hell,my stand as solid as rock,I start to waver.Slightly but surely.

I told mao he was a n00b,not knowing how his feelings for her were like.
I told nicholas to get on with life.
I told aaron it'll get better in time.
I told hiany to go for her.
I told hongyee to ignore her,not let her take over his life.
But while I dished advice out for friends out there with their relationship problems,I can't even handle mine.They just keep coming,platter by platter.

to end this on a light note,I firmly believe the main dish hasn't arrived.
And when it does,it'll arrive with a hell loud of a bang.

I&R

Thanks to nikkylove,I redid my I&R and spammed it with tables it looks much better and self-explanatory:D

hongyee says my I&R is damn cb >_>


* The word count of the Insights & Reflections excludes headings, footnotes, appendices, quotations, charts and tables.;p

ilovenikky<3

He's off to taiwan le.Suddenly I feel damn lonely.No one to play with me every Saturday,then jiani also flew off today,and albert's flying off tmr,yuhsuan is flying off to shanghai forever cos she don't wanna retainnnnnnnn ARGH MJ SUX.Andandand all the seniors having exams.SIGH.

hahah suddenly rmb what jh said about the bell curve and sr/p/M then wah damn funny zhanyi almost whack him sia hahah.No wonder llk they all like zhanyi so much he's damn funny.

I WAS HELL SHAGGED AFTER OP AND FELT LIKE I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NIGHT OF SOFT DRUGS CUM ALCOHOL.AS I STUMBLED AND FUMBLED MY WAY TO THE CANTEEN,FILLED WITH SENIORS,THE OILY SMELL OF FOOD SMACKED STRAIGHT INTO MY FACE.I THINK I DAMN MANLY LEH I DIN BLACK OUT I STILL GOT ENERGY TO PUSH MY WAY THROUGH THE CROWD AND FIND EUG AND PONGS.THEN WHEN I FINALLY FOUND A PLACE TO DUMP MY LAPTOP WHICH IS MOUTHA$*(#$(ING HEAVY,THIS HAZY IMAGE APPEARED IN FRONT OF ME.I COULD SENSE A MANLY AURA AND SUDDENLY A TALL MUSCULAR FIGURE CAME INTO SIGHT.

I SCREAMED.

IT WAS...





KJL.

AT THAT VERY MOMENT,I BLACKED OUT.

IT WASN'T THE OILY SMELL FINALLY CORRODING MY NOSTRILS AND FRYING MY BRAINS.IT WASN'T THE SWEAT OF THE SENIORS THAT MADE ME DIZZY AND CAUSED ME TO LOSE MY BALANCE.IT WASN'T THE AFTEREFFECTS OF OP THAT EXHAUSTED EVERY OUNCE OF WHATEVER STRENGTH I HAD.

IT WAS HIS OVERPOWERING MANLINESS,THAT SUPERALPHAANDOMEGA AURA.I FELL TO MY KNEES,SUBMITTING.OVERWHELMED.


/edit.


Withdrawal. says:
lol
Withdrawal. says:
kjl
Withdrawal. says:
my ass
Withdrawal. says:
its yong la
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
simi yong
Withdrawal. says:
wan zhe
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
*censored* you lah.
Withdrawal. says:
lol
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
KJL IS MANLY.
Withdrawal. says:
damn random
Withdrawal. says:
later he see then angry cos u say kjl manly
Withdrawal. says:
lol
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
at the very moment
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
when i was weak and dying
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
exhausted
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
parched
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
an aura so royal and overwhelming encapsulated my very soul.
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
rejuvination.
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
resurrection
Withdrawal. says:
haha
lynette. the happy abalone baby says:
rejoice.
Withdrawal. says:
haha

op day

whoo finished op,just got back from the hospital.sigh.likai looks much better now but I still think it's damn wasted he has to retake one whole year just cos he fell sick at the wrong time.damn yuan1wang4 lah.

sigh op was quite >_>The speech was okay but q&a I wasn't really relevant,everyone was telling me I was okay but I really want an A lor:/Sigh I din really listen to the question properly,hear 'age groups' only then just whack.Benefits weren't really explained.:/SIGH.Ending was mroe relevant,but SIGH I damn scared pull down lah.Just one word,benefits,then my answer in the beginning not relevant le,but jr was saying I sounded confident,so managed to convert my answer to a more simi,relevant kind.Don't know what he saying lah,but I really really hoping for my A now.

After that went to canteen to look for ty and hy,go hospital visit likai.In the end,from 3 of us suddenly expand eugene wee jh samuel zhengwhai and zhanyi.Hahah wee was like bastard-ing me the entire time,cos I din button my shirt looooool.Ty got involved in it also.>_>

Then wah everytime hy fight w me to carry stuff,so when we ordered lunch (he paid somemore >< floor =".="">_>

finally,after tio-ing enlightenment we proceeded to talk about exams.(jibung I sound like OP sia,dear god gimme A pls tyvm.)eug was complaining about econs?Sigh,I better start studying too.Need to pia I&R also.Nikky's gone off to taiwan to shop,then I so sad):ALL alone for tuition and cannot seek his adovisu for I&R desu.ZANNEN desu.

recently my facebook wall tio spam by jon aaron and charles.I also lazy spam back liaozzxzxxz.

watch anime now,sleep.WHOLE HOUSE IS MINE.shioks.

/edit

just woke up,cant believe I fell asleep on the couch?Wasted time alone at home.SIGH I MUST BE FRICKING TIRED.

then when I wanted to sleep,suddenly I got people come talk to me, mao bok wolfie (then I was talking to ty halfway) err who else.Aiya then anyway I wanted to sleep.

OH YES wolfie asked me to check his bowling scores or something then I dozed off,I think he played really well,probably average 19x LOL.OMG YES HE AVERAGED A 190.25 OMG.No wonder ask me find his name lah hahah.He's flying off tmr if not we could go play a game or 2.Neverminddddddd when nikky's back we shall all go play together,then I have to travel all the way down to kovan to play RAH.

eeyeargh I drank some soup when mummy was asleep,then wah I just ask dad to keep help me get from kitchen cos got baby abalone inside yay,and red carrots,now having damn bad headache.Turns out that the soup is damn heaty and not suitable for me,lol mummy you woke up a tad too late to warn me my head is gonna die now.

BUT SERIOUSLY,canned abalone actually doesn't taste that bad leh.I'm starting to change my mind about it.hurhurhur.

I can't believe I ignored - today,but the fact that - din really talk to me helped quite a bit too.

need to improve on speech OP tmr,just got back from meeting and astons w pw people.Don't feel like talking.

I realized the photos I took w cousin,I was wearing the same thing as when ex took a pic of me studying.loooool.

kk practice speech.

VJ072 ftw!

baby I never stopped loving you.remember that.

/edit
Thank you for texting me and asking me what happened cos I din reply you.
I'm afraid to get hurt again.
I think back on the anguish and pain I felt and I shudder.I told people time heals all wounds;time doesn't seem to be a very good doctor for me.

what's important now,is OP.
opopopopopopop.

PW MEETING TODAY

I LOVE THE VIDEO CLIP WE MADE I SHOULD POST IT UP HERE AND CENSOR MY FUGLY FACE.

ANDERS IS FRICKING HILAROUS,he's supposed to be Fleming but he reminds me of a dying lepracheon.



My sis is a lil bitch):

#17 ILL ♥ /these little wonders. says:
cos
#17 ILL ♥ /these little wonders. says:
you are not important
#17 ILL ♥ /these little wonders. says:
(:
#17 ILL ♥ /these little wonders. says:
pig

This is my sis.She's the lil bitch.<3

Found this picture.studying with ex last time at plaza sing kfc and he took a picture of me.=.=HE STOLE MY JACKET.I LOOK LIKE SHIZZZ.I still do.lol

Sis and I at the flyer.Yes,she looks so much better.LET'S MORPH.On the other hand,I cannot say so for myself.My body looks like it grew out of proportion,expanded horizontally (and infinitely as well, to add on) and it's like a twisted trunk of a tree,with a very fat ass indeed):

Oh yeah hahah albert asked me if I liked pink ranger yesterday.

YES I DO!:D

WENT TO COUSIN'S HOUSE.PHOTO GALORE:D

went to camwhore with her (took like 94 photos) but I'll post some of the cool ones up here.

BUBBLES.

Mummy took this,don't know why my eyes are closed.Sigh I used to hate teddybears,but I guessed people change.When I saw all my friends w nice HUGE FLUFFY CUDDLY teddies from their boyfs,I guessed I wanted them too.):These tatty bears are from cousin's ex?He bought a whole carton box full for her lah.So sweet.

MUACKS.

Mummy put the bear on my head.AWWW.

special girlf.

wah this picture damnnnn scary,but I love roses.Roses are red,violets are blue.Icky lizards,I hate you too.

nice.

can you see the fireflies dancing in the air,like the stars up in the sky.

slutface.

I love you too grandma.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Sigh today cousin and I were talking,and she really loved her boyf but in the end he initiated a breakup,and at that time another guy came along and she soon got w him,but she initiated the breakup in the end.I know she loved the first guy a lot,and I probably understood how she felt.Till now she can't bear to throw away the neoprints,ticket stubbbbbbs and a whole load of letters she got from him.

This is why I'm afraid to get into a relationship.Today I made a few important decisions of my teenage life,and I hope to stand by them.I decided I'm not going to call him baby anymore.Today I decided that I'm not going to talk to him starting from the very moment he closes his eyes and falls asleep tonight.Today I decided,one last outing w him to pick out his prom clothes,return him his book,and then it's going to be the end.I really hope I'm going to adhere to these rules I lay down.I'm so afraid to get hurt suddenly.I cannot fathom the pain I would go through.This is a man I love so much.I think back and I can't believe I actually did this much for him,or at least so far the most I've done for a guy.Cousin told me something, 长痛不如短痛.I'll get over him soon.

end for now.mummy's annoyed it's 1234 and I'm not asleep yet.

err.
I cannot remember what I did today.
umm.
OH YEAH,trng.then after that,home eat tv eat sleep tv eat comp.
AHHH.I REMEMBER NOW I WAS ATTACKED BY A BABY LIZARD.DAMN.I called maorui for help,cos we were texting each other at that time?When he replied my phone was next to my ass and it vibrated so I shrieked;like I wasn't affected by the stupid lizard.It's the 4th lizard I've seen in 2 days!

I brought back my ball today,lugged it all the way from csc home k!And I was late for trng before that somemore,trng at 1,I woke up at 1210?SHEESH.I should buy another bowling ball,and call it LIZARD ball,everytime I see a lizard I will WHAM! it into that damned lizard and squish it flat.The wind will just erode its sorry carcass away.Muahaha.I'll be motivated to train harder too:D

I know we should prevent cruelty to animals,but since when have we seen a "be kind to lizards" campaign huuuuuuuh.NEVER!I'll be the first the protest.Icky creatures.I remember I had soap in my hair once when I was showering;I looked up,see the damn lizard,took a step back and it descended upon me,right in front of my feet,except it wasn't as graceful as an angel,just,fell down.Lousy noob,can't even hang onto the ceiling.

and baby's text woke me up when I was having my evening nap!:/

I'm awfully pissed about lizards.

/edit

Mao says:
HOLY FUCK THE GIRL HOLDING THE BOWLING PIN IS YOU?


=.=

omg damn funny nikky you've got this, FUNNY BONE.

k I'm off to make speech to daddy.

I feel quite bad):creditcard bill was over 600 bucks?:/sigh must be that day feel emo then spend like 300 over?anyway,phone bill was less than 100!HAPPINESS about that^^

went swimming today,1km:/sheeesh.

tmr trng!WHOO:)

/edit

talking to maowhore on webcam now he testing me simi SATS thingy,and on the line with a zharbor now lol.

erm.sian I'm thinking about baby now,and haiz.really don't think so..



okay just took a screenshot of maobitch holding up his blankie with ariel's boobs on it.got problems posting it up here.sigh.

//edit

can't believe I'm still awake at this hour when I'm supposed to be asleep.Daddy's gone to japan,practiced my speech w him he says it's okai.

finished webcamming with mao,talked to hf.

ahh life can be so boring sometimes I should just buy a roadflattener and flatten myself,squish all the fats out.Steamroller,or whatever it's called.sigh.

BISHHH.

baby love you so muchhhhhhhh
love you so.
all the best for As tmr.

jiayou all the seniors tmr hor.start liao (if you don't count the history paper on fri lololololol)
go
hongyee!
tianying!
likai!
jianhao
CHEN
wyemin
daniel
c-ham
KJL!!!!!!!<3
junwei
wangxuan
genie
nabraj
EUGENE!
pongs
JOEL
MELMEL!<3
chunkiat
pearlyn lim
pearlyn ng
olivia


baby love you be optimistic about tmr.you can do it.


ackkkkkkkkkk today was upsetting I still can't find greenie.I know this isn't the time to talk about it but I swear baby doesn't care about me,regardless of whether he's got time or not,exams or not,sleep or not.

kk done.

everyone GO:D

nothing to do?

sigh today was really depressing I lost greenie and I miss him a lot.I bought kookie (this green alligator toy that bites your fingers if you anyhow press its teeth so kawaii) at toysrus but I'm still really really worried that greenie is gone.I asked baby to help me find him in school on monday but he was like,it's just a bottle lah blahblah;damn unfeeling lah.

Nikky's also rather -__- about it I think,cos I go around naming my stuff,and losing greenie made me rather emo,but greenie and reddy are a pair!Now that greenie's gone I can feel reddy's sadness and it makes me even more sad):SIGH.People!If you see a green google camelbak bottle in school please don't hesitate to bring it to the GO and I'll go to the GO and ask about greenie everyday and thank god and you if you brought greenie back to me.

Sigh I couldn't even concentrate on watching HSM3 today my mind was just greenie greenie nonstop.I really really want him back.Worst part was some woman,come up to me and ask me what createtalents give me card ask me for my number and name.I gave her my cheena name lol.I'm like so traumatised about greenie already and this cheena woman still ask me for don't know what and ask me visit some createtalent webby ARGH):I WANT GREENIE BACK.

please god,I need greenie back.pleasepleaseplease.